So I want a spn/im3 crossover where:
Dean’s fear of flying can’t have originated in “Phantom Traveler”, if he knew he had it. There must have been at least one experience that informed him of his phobia. I felt like exploring one of those instances, because angst. Also includes John being an unintentionally poor father, because how well do you think he’d handle his son having a panic attack 20,000 feet off the ground? (Fun fact: I wrote the majority of this sitting in the Toronto airport and nearly missed my second flight because of it. Finished the rest on the plane home. I wonder where my inspiration came from?)
John didn’t understand it. This wasn’t the first time they’d taken a plane and Dean had never kicked up a fuss before. He had a battle situation on his hands in Wyoming and three other hunters waiting on him to get there right the hell now, and what he was doing was attempting to coax a petulant nine year old down a jetway.
#kids are allowed to be selfish #in order to create their own healthy personality #they are allowed to demand anything you want and don’t want to give #but dean is no parent #he isn’t the mother that is supposed to be selfless and giving #he is a child himself sam’s brother #under normal circumstances you can’t expect from dean to give into sams begging #yet he does exactly what you expect from a mother #giving up giving in #he did it since he was more or less four year old #to give sam anything that resembles a normal life for him to grow up and become the adult he now his #dean had to neglect his own childhood #he never grew up to be healthy #he was john’s caretaker in a really disturbing way #he was sam’s sort of parent #he is a soldier #he is tortured and traumatized and made into a tool more than one time #he is a human shaped mess of trauma and guilt #a hero a brother a friend a saviour a protector a caretaker #but you know never just dean #because ‘dean’ little precious dean burned alongside his mother on a ceiling all those years ago (via godkillinghimself)
#John didn’t hit him #Dean would’ve liked him to #It would’ve been a relief #Instead John called him useless and stupid #John said the family would be better off without him if he didn’t get his shit together #John said ‘I’m out there EVERYDAY putting my ass on the line in a hundred different ways but you have ONE JOB and you can’t do it?’ #John was up in his face screaming for what felt like forever #He told Dean to not bother coming home #wherever home was that week #until he had Sam with him #’If you don’t think you can handle this Dean then I can take Sam and he and I can take care of this without you to slow us down and fuck … #Words branded into Dean Winchester’s brain forever
AU Meme: Dean finds Sam’s college applications
“Please don’t hate me.”
my mom and I were talking in the car and she said that the reason dean is always shoving free food in his face at buffets and stuff is because he learned growing up that when there’s food in front of you you eat it cause you dont know when you’ll get another chance
and sam doesn’t do the same because he never had to worry about food dean always made sure he had it
This is actually freaking me out a bit.
Where did casting for Supernatural get their time machine?